1st Entry-What now?

Its funny how they're the ones that push you and want you to do well. That they are the ones that want you to do something with your life. Well what happens if you can't? What if you aren't good enough? What if the potential is there but its YOU that's stopping it all. You're in your own way. Maybe its our subconscious mind that's telling us NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS. So it shuts us down. We can't study. We can't apply ourselves. We can't get the grade. WHat then? What if its all you've ever wanted, all you've ever known. You're afriad of change. You cant accept it. What now?